color my life with the chaos of trouble

drunk drawing.

I decided I wanted to draw tonight, but I decided I first wanted to buy myself a Four Loko to make it more interesting. Now I’m just sitting here sobbing, trying not to pull my hair out. Oh the idiocy on my behalf. 

i need you so much closer…

it’s just like being alone. 

Disintegration

I’m on my knees, and I want to show you the place where I am free. In my mind I see it, but there’s no one there but me.

Hey, computer, it’s been a little while.

My body may feel limp, but my mind is brimming. 

“I dream a world where man
No other man will scorn,
Where love will bless the earth
And peace its paths adorn
I dream a world where all
Will know sweet freedom’s way,
Where greed no longer saps the soul
Nor avarice blights our day.
A world I dream where black or white,
Whatever race you be,
Will share the bounties of the earth
And every man is free,
Where wretchedness will hang its head
And joy, like a pearl,
Attends the needs of all mankind-
Of such I dream, my world!”

-Langston Hughs

“Love is just a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning.”

“As soon go kindle fire with snow, as seek to quench the fire of love with words.”

-William Shakespeare

“In visions of the dark night
I have dreamed of joy departed-
But a waking dream of life and light
Hath left me broken-hearted

Ah! what is not a dream by day
To him whose eyes are cast
On things around him with a ray
Turned back upon the past?

That holy dream- that holy dream,
While all the world were chiding,
Hath cheered me as a lovely beam
A lonely spirit guiding.

What though that light, thro’ storm and night,
So trembled from afar-
What could there be more purely bright

In Truth’s day-star?”

-Edgar Allan Poe

words are comfort to the restless at mind, but enveloped in love. 

colorblind

i am folded,

and unfolded,

and unfolding 

i am 

fine